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The girl who doesn't existLet me tell you a story
About a girl who doesn't cry
Who doesn't die
Who seems to fly
Through my mind
subtly stealing into my eyes

She's a girl who's just there
Everywhere
Staring nowhere
Taking the bare
Barren landscape and growing

The girl from the future
And the past
And she never asks
About the mask
That doesn't exist

In parallel she dwells
Though she fell
Up to me
Through the haze of this

You're My Subconscious MemoryI wish I could remember.
I wish I could remember the way it felt to be in your safe embrace,
I wish I could remember the way you taste,
& That buzzing that was left on my lips after we shared a kiss.

I wish I could remember your eyes and their color-
That bright, vivid green that's impossible to describe & forever embedded in my subconscious memory.
{But I know that memories aren't photographs, & I know my memory is not doing you any justice}

I wish I could speak to you again, {Your voice always calmed me down}
You always knew exactly what to say,
& You knew how to make everything seem okay.

I wish that you'd come back to me,
I wis

Dream Like Kings"Dream Like Kings"

When we dream we dream like kings

Kings with gold and diamond rings

Rings that shine from eye to eye

Eyes divine like massive shrines

In this land composed of sand

Sand as smooth as silky hands

Hands design these crafty plans

Plans that have such odd demands

They call for walls made of ore

Ore taken from the core

The core of which can not be seen

Seen by those who can not dream

They call for halls made of glass

Glass cut as sharp as grass

Grass as green as those jade rings

Found on hands of kings who dream

For war to cease and peace increased

Peace leased away to nations obese

In weapons, bombs, and viole

The Wonder of YouThinking about you all the time,
the image of you already in my mind,
My dreams already filled with you,
imagining your life, brand new,
you make me smile even when i cry,
And give me a reason for every question why,
I can't wait to feel you and see you,
strangled emotions pushed away, just by the thought of you,
My heart wrapped around your tiny spirit, I love you,

The stars shine brighter with you here with me,
Brightening my world so I can see,
it's not all better but I'm okay,
Because you chase all my frowns away,
Pulling my heartstrings with unformed hands,
Making me laugh with your silent demands,
Everything I see has a

Dance of The Fallen

Dance of The Fallen

I walk onto the dance floor
And am surrounded by ghosts of summer's past
They dance around me wearing faceless masks
Each move with such grace and beauty
I know it is too good to last
Faster and faster the figures dance
To soon do I stumble
Giving myself away
Each covered face turns my way
Suspecting me of being something
Different, Strange
I realize then I am not a faceless creature
A hateful bane
I am bright and vibrant
Something that should not be covered
Or smothered by other's selfish spite
I reject your masks
Your hateful ways
For I am me and I will never be tamed
So I continue dancing

The DreamMy eyes are closed to darkness
I don't know it's there.
What rests behind my eyelids
Has me prisoner in its lair.

The colors are swirling and bright-
An abstract world I'm in.
But my mind is sharp and tight,
I see how it will end.

The people here I know,
Tho' some from very long ago.
My conscience wonders and questions
How they entered this world.

My eyes are closed- The dream is there
My eyes are opened- The dream is there
My thoughts stray and it leaves me.
I grasp at the swirling strands...
Curse these unworldly, earthly hands.

screaming.Writing is like screaming.
You have to be loud enough to get noticed, or nothing will ever happen.

Shriek your head off or nothing will ever change.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Can you hear me yet?

Drowning In LoveI know that you think
That I fell from above
But I only dropped from the ship of my life
And now I'm drowning in love

Who would've thought dying would feel so good
I feel more for you than I thought I ever could
I wonder how many ways there are to tell you my heart is true
I wonder what I did to ever deserve someone like you

I know that you think
I'm an angel, with wings like a dove
But my halo's a little crooked and these wings drag me under
I'm forever drowning in love

For now, I'm your princess and your lady
But I know someday I'll drive you crazy
Just promise to hold my heart 'cause only you have the key
I've given you all

Love Poem

    Even Though I don't know you and you don't even know me either
    But I felt I've always known you

    When you look at me I felt my heart skipped a beat
    But I'm sure your heart only does that when your with her

    Your smile and laugh is just so loveable
    And when you flip your black hair It always makes you look adorable

    When those amazing brown eyes of yours met with mine
    My heart is

Society's FreaksThis world is cruel
if you're different from the rules,

but there is a place
for unknown faces,
where the freaks unite
ignoring society's insult-packed bites

They fall
and crawl.

Yet they don't give in
to this world's sins.

They keep their march steady,
they're always ready
to get up, ignoring the disapproval everyone sends
til the pain and darkness is at an end.

One day, you will have to choose a path
along with the sins, whether greed or wrath,
choose the path different from the rest,
because that is where you'll shine best.

I'm SorrySometimes I wish
I were never born...
I've caused you...
so much pain...
and I regret the day life was breathed into me.

I'm sorry for stepping foot on this planet
For growing from a fetus
to a child.
Sometimes I wonder
"Why didn't you get rid of me?"
You could've had a son
who would have brought
Pride
to the family.
Who would carry the family name...

I could have been a better daughter...
but, alas, I don't know how.
The dark is where I'm safest,
where I won't hurt anyone...

I'm not the daughter you wanted...
I understand this now.
The look in your eyes
when you see me...
it says it all.

I'm sorry for being who I want

DreamerMarshmallow white and grey seem to float upon the shy
As she lays on the soft grass, dirty blonde hair sprawled around her

Gazing above her, weird shapes and pictures dance across the blue expanse
Sometimes a pig, others a shoe, and even a boat

Lost in her own reality of ever changing objects
Too happy to notice her crumbling life

Hours and hours spent on the ground, looking up towards unresponsive heavens
And wishing upon unforgotten dreams

But with her life in the clouds all happy and sweet
And life on the ground, falling to pieces

She's becoming a dreamer when she should be a doer
And she'll be living a life full of pain and so

100. EndThe pain started again
I already tried once
I nearly died
I'm ready to do it again

I still remember the cool metal
And the burning sensation it left
I still can feel those pills
Being forced down my raw throat

The freedom and weightlessness
Lifted me up from the cool bed
But I was shoved back down
As the liquid white came back up

Those bloody sheets
Those melting drugs
Didn't do their job
The way they should

So I'm ready to try again
I'm ready to fly
I'll lose my wings though
But that's fine with me

Because with my wings gone
I'll be erased from minds
I'll finally be peaceful
I'll be dead

Just the Two of UsClutching my precious Bunny,
I hide away in the corner.
Here, I am safe from everything.
It's just the two of us together
Cherishing the moment.
Bunny is the only family
That I have left.
The rest is broken up.
Mommy said it was getting all better.
But then it didn't.
Daddy said they were working things out.
But then the things didn't work.
I wish I could bring Mommy back,
But Daddy says she's got to stay away.
I heard Daddy is staying in a really big house soon.
I hope he likes it there.
But that only leaves me and Bunny,
Bunny and me,
Together to stay here.
Just the two of us.
I don't know where I'm going,
But I know th

Always FlyingShe may be walking down the street
Hands in jean pockets, converse on her feet

She may be nodding her head along
With a brand new heavy metal song

She may be writing with her head bent low
Eyes focused and a pen on the go

But no matter what girl is up to
Her thoughts are up in the clouds with you

And although she's down here on the ground
Her mind is flying high above sound

So she may be walking, writing, sighing
But no matter what, she's always flying

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She is Dying

Her voice is fading away
Darkness erases the day
Night has come over her eyes
Will anyone ever realize…?
She is dying
In world as cold as stone
She is dying
She never had a place to call home
And now she’s dying
And she’s all alone

Her body is torn and weak
People stare, call her a freak
She never ever had enough
She was never even loved
She is dying
In a world as cold as stone
She is dying
She never had a place to call home
And now she’s dying
And she’s all alone

Tears trickle down her cheeks
She never had anything
Nobody has ever cared
They just catch her eye and stare
Sitting alone a park bench
Wondering when joy had left
Can’t remember her last smile
She’s walked her fair share of miles
She is dying
In a world as cold as stone
She is dying
She never had a place to call home
And no

GoodbyeDearest Friend,
I wanted to wish you well, to come and say goodbye. But if I did, I know I could never leave. I will never see you again. I’m leaving, and I’ll never come back. Not because I don’t want to, but because I can’t. I cannot tell you where I’m going. You’ll never find me if you try. Don’t worry, though, I’ll be safe.
The times that we shared were the best of my life. Too bad all good things must come to an end. I’m sorry I cannot tell you any more. I wish I could, but I can’t. I didn’t want a single moment with you to end, but I always knew the time would come when I would be called away. Perhaps we will meet again in the next life, for we surly won’t in this one.
I love you, and I always will. I’ll remember you forever. Goodbye. Take care. I wish you the best. You’ll always be in my prayers. Goodbye.
Your Friend

You're Not AloneThose things you feel, deep inside
Those things that you try to hide
I can see them all too well
I feel them more than I can tell
Each tear that runs down your cheek
Each new pain that leaves you weak
Every fear that fills your heart
The hate that rips you apart
I see it all in your eyes
You can’t escape, though you try
I know all this that you feel
For me, too, the pain is real
Every moment in this life
Feels like the edge of a knife
I just want you to understand
You’re not alone in this dark land

Turn AwayTurn away
Don't look back
Move forward
Have no regrets
You can't do a thing
To bring me back
So turn away
Just turn away
You must move on
You must not cry
Find joy and happiness
To fill your life
The pain will heal
In a little time
So turn away
Just turn away
I am happy where I am
I have no fear
I know no pain
I shed no tear
And I have found
It's perfect here
So turn away
Just turn away
Standing there
Does no good
I stone lies
Where I once stood
I wouldn't come back
Even if I could
So turn away
Just turn away

You never know what you've got...They say you don't know what you've got
Until it is taken away
Everything I loved I have lost
I'm alone in the world today…
So when she says I love you
You better respond in kind
Treat her the way you ought to
Or one day you're gonna find
That you never know what you've got
Until it is taken away
Everything you loved you have lost
You'll face the world alone today

Too Many TearsAnother day in a world so sad
She's lost everything that she had
The innocence of youth, now long gone
She crumbles within, for she's not strong
If only one could hear her quiet voice
Take away that single choice
Correct this one wrong that she had done
Erase the pain that now had come
She could regain all that she had lost
For she had not known the cost
The price that she would pay was too dear
Now she has cried too many tears

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Invisible

by ~KBeth, Mar 24, 2012, 4:06:07 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

She’s in plain sight, but the world doesn’t see

One of these days she’s gonna break free

She will leave behind a life full of pain

She will escape those suffering days

Not one more tear will ever fall from her eyes

Never again will she be despised

Death, at last- it is such a welcome thing

An endless sleep with nary a dream

No more nightmares that never seem to end

Gone, a life that never had a friend

Invisibleby ~KBeth

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~Wragziez Mar 25, 2012

Heartbreaking and so beautiful.

~KBeth Mar 25, 2012 Student General Artist

Thank you so very much!

~little-devil-s Mar 25, 2012

It's really beautiful and very touching

~KBeth Mar 25, 2012 Student General Artist

Thank you so much!

~Gandalfgirl579 Mar 25, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This is so tragic! And yet, it's also really lovely ^^

~KBeth Mar 25, 2012 Student General Artist

Thanks!

~morganthome Mar 24, 2012

i agree with the person below me it is very bueatiful

~KBeth Mar 24, 2012 Student General Artist

Thank you, you're very kind!

~morganthome Mar 24, 2012

its true

~KBeth Mar 24, 2012 Student General Artist

Aw!

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